Doces sonhos e solidão.

                      

Às vezes as músicas expressam o que as palavras querem só calar. Quando o coração transborda com a tristeza, a solidão e a certeza de que doces sonhos foram apenas sonhos...mais uma vez.
Hj descobri que a falta de palavras pode machucar mais do que qualquer xingamento... do que qualquer indireta, basta deixar que esse espaço vazio preencha o sentimento que deveria haver em alguém.
Quantos silêncios mortais podem haver nas dúvidas! Eu não preciso de mais dúvidas.... de incerta já basta eu.... já basta "os outros"... preciso de pessoas que sejam certamente minhas... minhas amigas, minha cúmplices, meu namorado.
Não sei mais o que estou falando.... vai uma música para suprir os MEUS silêncios:
"Say you’re sorry, that face of an angel
Comes out just when you need it to
As I paced back and forth all this time
Cause I honestly believed in you
Holding on the days drag on
Stupid girl, I should’ve known
I should’ve known

[Chorus]
I’m not a princess, this ain’t a fairytale
I’m not the one you’ll sweep off her feet
Lead her up the stairwell
This ain’t hollywood, this is a small town
I was a dreamer before you went and let me down
Now it’s too late for you and your white horse
to come around

Maybe I was naïve, got lost in your eyes
And never really had a chance
My mistake, I didn’t know to be in love
You had to fight to have the upper hand
I had so many dreams about you and me
Happy endings, well now I know

[Chorus]
I’m not a princess, this ain’t a fairytale
I’m not the one you’ll sweep off her feet
Lead her up the stairwell
This ain’t hollywood, this is a small town
I was a dreamer before you went and let me down
Now it’s too late for you and your white horse
to come around

And there you are on your knees
Begging for forgiveness, begging for me
Just like I always wanted, but I’m so sorry. . .

Cause I’m not your princess, this ain’t a fairytale
I’m gonna find someone someday
Who might actually treat me well
This is a big world, that was a small town
There in my rearview mirror disappearing now
And it’s too late for you and your white horse
now it’s too late for you and your white horse
to catch me now

Oh try and catch me now
It’s too late to catch me now" (Taylor Swift)